NEW ME....lil nunu aka nana

Throughout the 13 years that i have been living i never thought that it would occur to me that the people who you call your friends would also be the ones who turn on you and dont even have time to look back and see if you ok cause for the record they dont really care if youre ok. They only care when they get hurt then they wanna make sure nothings wrong with you because if their the cause of the pain they dont want you ratting them out. Life is crazy, people would hurt anyone or anything just to keep themselves safe. The outside world aint no joke....running away aint no joke. If you aint got no house to stay in them you got no food..with no food you starve...while you starving you got no money to try to feed yourself or drink something...you have to live outside and be afraid everyday that someone is gonna come and snatch you up...its not funny being scared everyday not knowing whats coming next..not having a bed to sleep on or a warm house to keep you safe....no one to keep you from harm and show you love...instead you outside in the cold..alone...lost...scared....and no one should feel like that.well just so you know theres a NEW ME......im not gonna be like other people..for now on imma do me. im gonna be Destiny Juleesa Rodriguez aka LIL NUNU bka NaNa....tired of living other peoples lives and doing the same mistakes other people have done and tired of expecting people to forgive me when i know that it was my fault to begin with. For now on imma start proving the people who doubted me and thought that i couldnt get anywhere in life wrong because deep down i know i can succeed and i know that imma be someone one day no matter what people say......

school

wow school is crazy i had to work soooo hard this week just to keep my grades up to graduate. I stood up till 4 in the morning doing my social studies exit project. I got a major crush on Punisher (not naming no real nAmes). lifes crazy when you really have a chance to look at it and understand it. People really annoy me like forreal like this boy named steven (he likes me and thats annoying lol hes my bestiie but hes annoying). Punisher is a cool person like forreal he knows alot about me and thats pretty cool. Wow school can be a drag at times like forreal. Boys are annoying omg!!!!!!! but i love them lol. They only look at my looks never at my personality and that gets pretty annoying like forreal. Boys need to go get a life no wonder girls are smarter then boys wow now i know why god created women what would men do without us smart women? they wouldnt have no lives lol men are stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and for everyone who is reading this and if youre a girl i know youre shaking youre head yes and agreeing with everything that i just wrote but if youre a guy im very suprised you can read wow congradulation...have to give a shout out to carlos cause hes annoying me right now and he thinks hes the sexiest nikka on myspace ...too bad he aint lol). Well im madddd bored soo imma go for now shout out to kingdom heartsz...young fool...bubblesz....brooklyn finest chik....ladiie bunnie...kiwi...breezy...spade....ace boogiie...kim...emily...basically shout out to the whole ashford and just a big shout out to BROOKLYN!!!!!!

Ladii ore0sz outtie
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things on my mind

I have a lot on my mind right now. Sometimes I wonder what guys really think about. For one why do guys cheat and why would girls cheat if they don't like being cheated on in the first place. I really don't understand life because so many things happen for no reason but then again everyone says that everything happens for a reason. Why do the worse things have more reasons then the good things? that doesn't make any sense at all. People in this word (most people) make me sooo mad because whats the whole point of messing up somebody elses life if its not going to do anything for you? some people make no sense because for one they only hurt people for their own amusement or either because their misarable and they have nothing better to do but make other people sad. The messed up part is that no body really cares about what they do to people all they wanna do is hurt people and move on but little do they know is karma is always gonna come and bite you in the butt whenever youre done. People dont understand that once you hurt someone you are gonna get hurt yourself because hurting some one is like hurting yourself you make someone cry at the end of the day youre gonna be crying. Theres two types of people in the world theres real people that dont have to lie to you and they always their selves around you. Then theres fake people who have nothing better to do but lie and stretch everything and make it bigger then its suppose to be. People get me so mad some times like forreal i hate today i hate so many people right now i wish things could just go back to where i want it to go the main person well people understand me is young fool...kingdom hearts.....boo......and of course birdy (not naming no names). Right now i dont feel like talking at all im in a real bad mood. Ive been on aim all day and some people are sooooo fake they say one thing and then the next minute they take it all back which sucks. But anyway byeeeeeeee in a bad mood and my mouth and head it hurting me soooo byeeeeeeeee.......

random writing

iight this is just some random writing just to clear my head right now. I have sooo much on my mind right now and i dont know why. Well for one why is the sky blue? and why is grass green? why do we only have two hand and only two feet like forreal why cant we have more? lol why cant he wear hats on our butts and shoes on our hands? i have sooo many questions right now. Yes some of them dont make sense but at the same time these are questio ns thats on everyones mind so if someone can answer them then i would so thankful. But sadly no one can answer my questions because they mainly make no sense sometimes but if people could answer them then it could be worth wild mainly because all my answers would be answered and because i wouldnt have to keep so many questions in my mind lol. School is crazy from the students and the teachers all the way to the ignorant middle school drama. Like forreal whats the whole sense of argueing over small little situations. If its like this in high school then im sooo not ready for high school. im graduating this year sooo its my freshmen year of high school and im not sure if im ready because of the drama and the school work being harder. All i know is im starting out new next year im going to have a clean slate. I am not gonna slack off in the begining because then im gonna mess up the whole school year and im not trying to get left backed in high school. I just wanna do good in school because without school you have no education and without education you cant get a job and with no job you cant get money and without any money you cant buy what you need in everyday life and basically after that you have no life and with no life whats the point of living if you got nothing meaningful in your life anymore? people say that its not hard dropping out of school but once you drop out what you going to do? you cant get a decent job so dont even think about getting one because even if you get a job how much is it gonna pay? we living in a world where too many kids are dropping out and too many girls getting pregnant over nonsense!!!!! like forreal we dont need no more young baby mamas!!!!! im not saying this to hurt anyones feelings but forreal like if you look at it from a different perspective hows your life now ever since you dropped out of school? or ever since you had your kid or got pregnant? life aint easy yes i understand that but when we make stupid little mistakes we dont make life any easier we just make it worse so for your own sake not for nothing try hard and dont give up because when you give up you dont get anywhere in life and thats on some real talk like forreal. Even if theres people who try to drag you down you cant let them because all they wanna do is see you crash and burn. The friends we have they arent all our friends some of them just try to get info out of us so they could use it against us and those type of people we dont need in our lives because thats negativety. We dont need negativety in our lives because at the end of the day we are all just gonna be sad, alone and later on emotionally disturbed and no body needs that. The main thing that we need in our lives is positivety. The more positive things in our lives the more good our lives is gonna go. Life doesnt have to be horrible...we make it that way and if we make it that way then of course life is gonna suck. well thats it for now so byeeeee once again lol

My Ghetto Puerto Rican day

Wow well today was so much fun like forreal. Yes yes today was the Puerto Rican day and even though i did not go to the puerto rican day parade i still had fun on my block because we still celebrated our day! we had a big bbq and had madddd fun. Well besides the bbq we had to rep today so of course we was wearing the colors and of course we screemed and yelled whenever a car came by and honked its horn we would yell and screem yooo forreal today was a crazy day for everyone. I am sooo happy im puerto rican no matter what people have to say about hispanics i dont care to honestly tell you i am very proud to be hispanic and i truelly think the only reason why people be talking about hispanics is because they wish they was hispanic! lol. Aint no shame in being hispanic its just like being any other race to tell yuh the truth we are all human even if we speak different languages we are all the same none of us are different. Yeah ok we have different hair textures and different skin colors but if you look at it from my perspective we are all the same no we arent from different planets we live on the same planet people and its called earth! lol. Well before i changed the subject like i was saying i had mad fun today and i am not going to school tomorrow for the simple fact of it being a half day and because i begged to stay home lol. But if i had a chance to change my race to tell you the truth i wouldnt because i love being me i love being puerto rican and no matter what anyone says i had fun today on my ghetto puerto rican day lol. Its so nice how not only puerto ricans were there but there were also jamaicans and other races there too lol. I lovw being me like forreal well thats all for now to bye byeeeee


BIG UPS TO ALL MY PUERTO RICANS OUT THERE!!!! HOPE TODAY WAS A SPECIAL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

SIGNED BY: LADII DEZII

My Very First Blog Entry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well this is my very first blog entry wow. Well at this moment i really don't know what to say but i am going to make the best of it. Well i am graduating this year yes yes its the class of 09! i am so happy i am going to be in high school i cant wait. i am a Sagittarius and everything said about Sagittarius i relate to it lol. Well basically right now its just free write. Well one main thing on my mind right now is the fact of people thinking that just cause you do one stupid little mistake they look at you a different way. I have friends who have done stupid things and are looked at differently because of what they did. What people dont understand is by treating people different for what they did not on purpose but by mistake they are causing the person pain inside. Yes i understand that when you make stupid little mistake you got to suffer the consequences yes thats all true but theres also a thing called forgiveness. I have made many stupid mistakes in the past year yet i have been forgiven for my mistakes. Not many people get that chance so for that im very thankful. I just wish people could understand one little thing that i understand and thankfully the ones around me that i love understand PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES IN LIFE ITS NOT A CRIME!!!!!!! like forreal for me if i make a little mistake just cause the way i look from my skin color and the way i took some people label me as a hood rat. Well for one im a educated hispanic outgoing young lady yes i live in the ghetto but no i aint ghetto but yes i talk like some of the people out here but i am not like people out here. NO i aint as dark as many people out here in brooklyn but im still a hispanic of color so basically you cant call me white cause sorry but you gonna have to face the fact and notice that i am not white im Puerto Rican so get used to it. One thing that you should know about me is i have a big ego. I can act very concieted at times but i dont get all full of myself like some real hood rats, chicken heads or birds that i know. Another thing that i wanna adress is I HATE FAKE PEOPLE IF YOU AINT REAL I DONT KNOW YOU SO BYE BYE!!!!!!! i really get ticked off when someone fake tries being my friend or tries getting in my head and tries to get to know me. For the record if you fake you wont know one little thing about me probably my name but thats it. I wont ever act fake to some one not even if they fake no matter what i keep it 100 no matter what. If i feel like you fake with me imma say it to your face i dont like the vibe that im getting from you so back off and dont talk to me unless i get second feelings about you whic rairly happeneds. No disrespect on what i just said i know it sounds like i wus mad but im just stateing the truth i dont like fake people so you gonna have to be 100 with me. Well thats basically it for now so byeeeee